This blog is beginning with the end. The end is the key, decisive, impacting point that brings you to want to create change in your life. What is it about that end point?
For me, it would be simple to account a story of a happening. Perhaps for you, it is the same. It could be the end of your marriage, your career, money has dried up, you achieved the house and family and now you're asking yourself, 'What next?', a falling out with friends, addictions, constant conflict, abuse and the there are more with no finite list.
These kinds of occurrences are all very real, distressing and momentous points in our life that propel us from an end point of despair and emptiness into wanting to make a fundamental transformation in our lives. These occurrences are like catapults. They shoot us forward. This is the time when we say that we no longer want chaos.
As human beings, the end needs to come almost every time from a moment of turmoil or experience of resounding fear or pain before we decide to choose something different for ourselves. Once the dust has settled after the event of the end we are also holding the feelings inside. This hurt, anger, emptiness, revenge, bitterness or jealousy becomes us. This is what the catapult really is. The story didn't turn out with the ending we wanted or we were writing. We don't understand where things went wrong and in sets confusion. If we continue to live learning lessons from only pain and fear, we have barely lived. It's time to invite in change in a proactive way and return to control back to ourselves.

The confusion and chaos is where the drive comes. The moments in our lives when we arrive at finality, we want and desire for the new. We want for a life that provides fulfilment, that is real and ongoing. For many, this change begins however patterns of reactions and thoughts of negativity set in and the same feelings return with same result. This will bring a new start but with the same end and same result unless we learn to change or transform and ourselves and our actions.
So, how do we make the change, identify what needs to change and keep us moving into the new era? How do we head into the new life of light? This blog is my current process of transformation. This is the time for the final and beginning point in a journey of connection, transformation, action and manifestation.